today eng sa2... paper 1 still ok.. but paper 2.. i totally cnt concentrate at all.. ianyhow do...its like.. i anytime gonna fall asleep.. cnt even see clearly.. siao.. die die

Friday, September 30, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

tml.. sa2.. but i still blogging... siao... die die...

Thursday, September 29, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

cold.. as in... idk why.. the whole entire frking world is treating me like invinsible.. so cold to me... what i do..

Thursday, September 29, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

Am i worth ur tears?

Thursday, September 29, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

Teacher: What is the formula for water? Student: HIJKLMNO Teacher: Wrong- The answer is H2O. Student: Yeah, HIJKLMNO is H to O.
LOL

Thursday, September 29, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

Why can you smile so happily wiv others , but not when you're wiv me .. T.T - siewmenggg on fbb

Thursday, September 29, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

Whatever you see in me is flaws so i guess no matter how hard i try its still flaws. Since whatever i do in your eyes is still flaws.

Thursday, September 29, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

dont waste a chance to say i love you to a girl/guy. If not , an hour later its too late.

Thursday, September 29, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

I flip a coin , heads I'm yours. Tails you're mine ♥

Thursday, September 29, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

Haiiii~ back frm sku , ate sushi, and now bathing... Haha:) he aleeping now:) so cute:) he held my hand in the lrt today:) so happy:) then tgt go home:) kekeke:) yml exam le... Still haven study..... Sian.... Diee le.... Haish... Ohwell.. :) gotta get on with life

Thursday, September 29, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

I love it when u hold my hand, it makes me feel secure and lovedd:D but when its time to say goodbye, it always hurts so much

Thursday, September 29, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

mroning people:) i know now very earlyyy.. printing the hm econ research my dearrr:) heheh:) i hope instead of once in 365 days, hope fully cn at least 2 daysss. lol:)he texted me at 4.59am but then i reply him no reply nehh... LOl i think he go back slp already:)

anywayy...me so happy to havee himm as mee bf:) ysterdayy when we going home tgt, i hugged him back:) i had no idea i would actually dare to do it :p me sooo happy:) anyway..i think i shld delete this blog.. haish.. lol

Thursday, September 29, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

something suddenly came into my mind.. lol.. like so weird.. why would i think of these stuff.. hhaha. LOL xiang tai yuan le~ i was like day dreamign then sudd thought of life with him whenn we grow up~ LOL:)

Wednesday, September 28, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

i learned something very valuable after today... cherish ur life. as in, really really cheish it.. cos u wont know whats gonna happen tomorow... or even the next hour..or the next minute... or even the next second...

Pencil: I'm sorry
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

i think its really true.i like.. keep making mistakes and ur always the one helping me.. i feel sooo guilty.. guilty ttvm.. i just hope u wont be gone one day.. i promise i wont replace u with someone new.. i swear.. i love u:)

Wednesday, September 28, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

Haha.. Went home with him:) sooo happy:) but... He do so much for me but I so bad to him... Haish... I wann torture myself... Daddy and bro and joyjoy go swimming I thinkk. Lol, came home and realised the door was locked and no one was home... Haha:

Dearrrrrrr I loveeeee u!


Even though... I saw smth.. I really really heartbrk for... I still lovehimmmm:) cos I noe... I hirt him even more...

Wednesday, September 28, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ patch le:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
me happy like siao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! best day ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 27092011:)))))))))))))))))))))) best dayyyyyyyyyyyyy:)))))))))))))))))))))

Tuesday, September 27, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

haha, but today overall me sooooo happy! kekeke:)))

Tuesday, September 27, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

whyy... whyy the day end so fast... like so sad... haish... how i wish the perfect moment would lastr forever... haha... exams coming le i still no studyy.. me so bad.. still blogging.. but what to do.. cnt concentrate at all...


wahh, today horh, my bag dk whyy so hevyy nehh!!! i carry until wann die le, butt thenn my dearrr dearr help me caryy~ so good:) but i feel so guiltyyyy ttm:( perfect dayy leyy todayy, except for the cutting of my finger using his scissors .. LOL. stupid scissors!! playy only then cut me -.- hmpffff! haha, me like siao zha borh! sieww meng ask me peii her tml, then she like eemoo maxx, so i agree.. then idk how peii her.. everytime i with her, i just smile or yayaya.. like tt.. feel so bad.. lol


so much homework not done.. alamkkkkkk! zzz... today horh, the maths test, i do until wan cry le, i blur blur sit down there dk what to do.. -.- so hard ! :(

Tuesday, September 27, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

I was sooo happy today tt when the day ended, i almost cried... Haha... He pei me the entire day, make me damnnnnnnnn happy!!!!!! Haha... Somwtimes i really wush i dun see his blog... Coa idk wad happens.. In real life... Why he says tt, and why do i fel this way... Haha... Ane.. Just soooo superrrr happy today:)thankyouhh dearrrr:)))) i love u!!!

Tuesday, September 27, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

physical pain... is so much more bearable than emotional pain... dun u agree? i guess not..

Monday, September 26, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

tired of trying.. sick of crying..
yeah i'm smiling, but inside... im dying..




i lock away the pain
put away the fears
show i only smiles
not the hidden tears..





i never wanted to have a numb heart//
coz evem if it feels so much pain,
i'm still hoping that one day,
i can feel even a little love from u..





i hurt myself,
so i can feel alive..

Monday, September 26, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

not all scars show..
not all wounds heal..
sometimes u really can't feel
how someone feels..

Monday, September 26, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

I was walking around in a supermarket when i saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back, the boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.'' The little boy turned to the old woman next to him, ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' She replied, ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly.

The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. 'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.' I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.' His eyes were so sad while saying this, 'My Sister has gone to be with God.

Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.'' My heart nearly stopped. The little boy looked up at me and said, 'I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.' Then he showed me a very nice photo of himself. He was laughing. He then told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won't forget me.' 'I love my mommy and I wish she didn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.' Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly. I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. 'Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll!'' OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.' I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.
... ...
The little boy said, 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!' Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give it to my sister. He heard me!'' 'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.'' 'My mommy loves white roses.' A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket. I finished my shopping in a totally different state of mind from when I started. I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind.

Then I remembered a local newspaper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl. The little girl died right away and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma. Was this the family of the little boy? Two days after this encounter with the little boy I read in the newspaper that the young woman had passed away.

I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was for people to see and make last wishes before her burial. She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest. I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed forever. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine, and in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him. Now you have 2 choices:

(1) Copy & Paste this on your wall (2) Ignore it as if it never touched your heart

Monday, September 26, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

how painful is it... when u watch ur loved one leave u..

Monday, September 26, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

I'm forever cryin on the inside.. it sjust that no one cares..

Monday, September 26, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

kay.. kk.. hes so unhappy with me... i shall just.. it wouldnt matter anyway... lol.. i alrdy did smth.. 3 mins.. bcome so long.. nvm.. ..nvm...

Monday, September 26, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

OKAY I DECIDED LE. HE EMO ONE MINUTE I DO SMTH. HE EMO TWO MINUTEI DO DOUBLE. ONE HOUR = 100x. fair enuff.. at least i can feel the same amount of hurt he feels.. and. i will look at him with other girls.. so i can feel hw he feels like when i tok to boys. im gonna endure everything. i wont say anything anymore.. i wont quarrel wif him, i will do everyhting he says..

Monday, September 26, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

why.. why does everything turn out like this...i really vehh fail right.. oni noe how make u sad.. angry.. disappointed.. dk how make u happy.. vehh fail right.. yea.. i noe.. exist for what shyt?! exist to make him sad... why.. why ...

Monday, September 26, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

haish.. just read his most recent blog post..crying like crazy.. agn.. he's right.. i amke his life got so many ups and downs... yet.. i nvr bring him any happiness... its like.. everyone better than me... kay,. i shall stop crying.. my pandaa already vehh kelian.. keep getting wet... but.. yeah.. hurts so much.. i bet he feels hurt too...his girls.. haha.. i shall not et jealous,, i trust tt he wont change heart:) idunno what to do anymore...its like..he said he dunwan me do certain things.. i noe wad hes saying but.. idk hw.. its like.. i vehh luan.. i dun even get the difference between flirt and tok... i really wan him happy.. but like.. idk how!!!!!! i vehh hate myself !!!! i so fail! like.. stupid.. urgh.. I VEHH FAIL RIGHT?! stressed max.. wan die le.. argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shouldnt even have existed...

Monday, September 26, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

haiyoh, my blog like so deserted.. haha.. pity this blog.. todayy horh, oni yijun, chuanhan, wnarui, jamice, ms goh, deardear:) , sarah, junwei, felicia woo, rachel wish me happy birthdayyy, LOL XIEXIENI MENN!!! i would like to thank my mother my father my brother my sister my granmama, my grand papa, my uncle , aunty etc... LOL:p

Monday, September 26, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

I used to love school so much, cos i could see him, hear his voice, look at him smile, playing happily and toking with his frens... It made me sooo hapy, but now... Whenever i go to sku... He always looks so sad... Makes me sad too.. Somehow, i wish we could be tgt, but nt at sku... Cos many things happen whenever wer'e at sku... How i wish there was a class tt had oni two studenta, me and him:) i would talk to him everyday, joke with him, play with him... But... He would get sick of me... Haish... There seems to be no perfect stuff in the world... Even couples... Coules always fight... But they patch up:) tts what makes the couple grow closer, but im not sure... Does it really work that way? I wann me and him to be happy everyyy dayy, each dayy wouldb be perfect, just for the two of us:)) haha:)

Monday, September 26, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

He sleeping... Haish... I really dunwan hurt him... How... I rather he ahout and scream at me than suffer alone... I wiah he would just hurt me back... Then i wouldnt feel so bad.. :( im really afraid he would leave me... Hw... Wad shld i do...

Monday, September 26, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

Crying like siao.... I feel like a bitch... Like a person without feelings.... A person not worthy to be loved... It hurts so much...

Monday, September 26, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

Dear!! I LOVEEEEEE UUUU SOOOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Kekeke:)

Monday, September 26, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

KEKEKEKE:)))) MEE SOOOO HAPPYYYYYYYYYY~ hahahahahahaha, no guy do so nuch for me before nehh! Me so gan dong~ i cried aft reading it~ haha~ i happy until cnt sleeep le... Mommy sudd walk in ask why nvr seep. Then i smile smile smile at her then she go outside. Lolololol. Damnnnnn happppyyyyyyyyyyy!!

Monday, September 26, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

I admit, I really dun understand.. Fine, I not chio, fine, I not but..smart, fine, I not tall, but at least I dun flirt more than her! Whats wrong? Feeling angry tt I say her? Sayy luh! Hate me luh! Meet u in ur second life? I cn die just to make u hapy.. And u .. Haha... Bb.. Ppl...

Sunday, September 25, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

Haha, somedayy I really wishh he could be the bf I have been wishing for, the bf he described in his blog... Haha.. I bet huanyi knows this best:))) she noea wad kind of bf I wan..:))) she always hug me in the eayy I like and whisper to me 'u wish I were him right?' then I would belike 'yea.. Hw I wish...'

Sunday, September 25, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

abortion Hi, Mommy. I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll cal me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.. Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy. Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautifu voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy. Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy? You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay? It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more? I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tel me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you.. Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you I love you, Mommy. Every abortion is just… One more heart that was stopped Two more eyes that will never see Two more hands that will never touch Two more legs that will never run One more mouth that will never speak
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Sunday, September 25, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

I think im gonna die.. Until nw still pain.. And puking like siao... Just nw even cry... Die... Tt kind of feeling so tongku... I dun think anyone understtands...

Sunday, September 25, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

Arghhhhh! Whyy theyy must come and ruin my perfect day?! ... My dad side ppl cone... Make so much noise... Say me whatt nvr study whatt shyt. All bcos of them lah! Ahhhhh! Haish.... Even my livebird screaming at them like siao. I tot the bird vehh boisy le, but he gt competition... Zzz... I noe I vehh bad... But they badder than me!!!!!!!!! Ahhhhhh!!!! Hate them ttm! Haish.. Still pain..lol.idk wht to do le... Half an hour more~~~~~ my dearr coming back~~~~ wheee~~~

Sunday, September 25, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

Apparently, the pain is nt going away... I even had a nightmare last night... Two monsters, one guy one girl chasing me and a few other ppl, childish right? Haha.. All ny dreams smth like tt de... Ol.. So pain... Wan die le... Ahhhh... He go tkd... No one peii me... Haha... Ohwell... I studying for geog now... But... Like cnt concentrate. . Only when he aroynd then I can concentrate.. Lol... Miss him soooo muchhhhh! Kekeke:))

Sunday, September 25, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

Yayyyyy:) today is me and him 4th month tgt:) me sooo happy! He post alot stuff on his blogg, haha. Makee me sooo happyy. :))))) wahh. Still so pain.. Haish. I thinl aft awhile okay le bahh... Tmr my birthday nehh!!! The girls say wan upskirt me, olllol:p
Anww,
Dear, :)
me always make u sad sad, but u always forgive me:) thankyouhh:))) I lovee uuu! I wil take good cre of ur pandaaaa!

Sunday, September 25, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

it hurts soo much... i wonder ..if he has felt so much hurt before...

Saturday, September 24, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

ouchh.. so pain.. he reply me le... he say .. "monday u go geog, i decided not to go home with u" like.. stab me like tt.. suan le..

Saturday, September 24, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

haish.. haha, ju8st now at ayimama house, kenna smasdhed in the face with mango cake.. MANGO LEHH! if u dk why mango, go see my hates.. I HATE MANGO. AND THEY PURPOSELY SMASH IT IN MY FACE! lol. irene jiejie oso:p lollll. so oilyyyy. haish.. he ignre me or smth.. he say go eat.. like.. at 8.07pm but now alry gonna 10 le.. still no reply..wan cry le...

Saturday, September 24, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

Heyooooo:))) me so happy u noeeee! Hahahaha. He post vehh sweet stuff on his blog, but he oso say me vehh irritating... Ohwell...haha.. Soo hapy... :) we got a daughterrnehh!! Ermm... Called huiyi, then the english name is gonna start with s but still not sure.. Lol. I siaoo le. Bitu and lityan came over to gimme bdayy present just nww, :)

Saturday, September 24, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

:) still vehh vehh vehh emo and sad... still crying.. haha.. ermm.. cannot use com le.. but not sleeping so earlyy.. :) Nites:) sleep earrlly ppl~ and to him: i love u:)))) <3 hehhehh:)

Friday, September 23, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

i cant take it anymore.. puke like siao until blood le... cry until no more tears le.. but.. nvm.. say oso no use.. he jus.. well.. all my fault... i dun deserve good stuff.. hahas.... haha.. k...

Friday, September 23, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

im not sure if u will even see this message.. i really dont understand u at times.. i admit.. i oni noe hw cry... vehh sueless.. i noe.. but trust me.. i really really love u.. even if u hurt me or smth..

Friday, September 23, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

i like.. change mood so suddenly.. just by one word frm him.. i can change mood le... hahaaaa.. ohyahh, did i mention just nw tt he held my hand twice?? mee sooooooo happy u noeeee...
hahahahahahahhahahaha overwhelmed by happiness~

Friday, September 23, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

haishhh... everytime.. aiyah... i cnt control myself from ... looking at his posts.. either on fb or his blog...altohough i noe it will hurt...i still go see... stupid right... yea...i know..but i still go see.. hw to stop myself from looking?! arghhh... yeayea, i noe im freaking jealous of LEE.. but how.. love him soo much.. tt even i get jealous of boys... too sensitive le bahh... i dk how stop myself.. like.. haish.. idk how le.. 

Friday, September 23, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

hehehhhh:) todayy quite happy derhh~ went home with him , then he kiss me on my cheek:) soo happy~ heheeee:) exams coming alrdy.. about one more week.. hmm.. i nw trying to draw saxophone for art exam.. so hard nehh! haizz.. diedie cnt draw then i draw pipaaa.. heehee, i tink oni i slacking.. LOL

Friday, September 23, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

heehee:) he sayy he wei le wo go cut funny funny hairstylee. haha:) instant happiness:P but then liek so sad, he do eveyrhting for me but i cnt do anything for him.. somehow so guiltyy TTM. haishhh... he sayy his mummy say he look so innocent:) hahass :) i love it when he looks so innocent:)kekeke:)

Thursday, September 22, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

why does he always do this to me? he thinks that i dont have feelings and just says whatever is on his mind.. without thinking how others would feel.. he say i take him for granted, say i treat hbim badly... say i bitch.. he dk hw pain isit...he say i flirt... he never flirt isit? he say he nvr... when he flirts like siao in class...i just dun show tt i feel bothered.. he says i dun love him, i bet the whole world knows i love him like crazy..he just treats me as a toy, wan then take, dw then throw aside... so painnn.. he just.. argghhh.. so depressed.. nw he say "i just typing hw i feel...chill.." like its nothing like tt.. its like.. so hurtfull.. and he doesnt understand..

Thursday, September 22, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

Hmmm.. Idk whether to classify today as happy or sad nehh... Got good things happen, oso gt bad things... Hmm.. Overall good bahh.. Hahas :) went home withh himm:) kekeke:) but some ups and downs too.. Like conflicts, pangsehing each other.. And jealousyy.. Haishh.. He sayy me fatfat short short:'( soo hurtful but i just act as though i didnt bother... Haha... Lols:) wonder if he knows this.blog exists... Bet he doesnt... Baiibaii for now, go bathee firstt. :) *ps. The blog skin not one tts whyy so many crossedout itemss.. Hehee:) i'll finish it after sa2:)

Thursday, September 22, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

heyyo:) i like.. one year never post on my blog lerhh~ so create new one.. but too bad, already gonna end of year liao. lols:)

Wednesday, September 21, 2011 sprinklinq love Y

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