Saturday, October 1, 2011
Can someone pleaseee tell me why? I really dun get it... He can just accuse me of not loving him... Say i wan someone else... But theres nth between us... But him? How many times had he broke my heart, made me cry while with his other girlfriends? How mamy times had he broke my heart and never said sorry? I admit, i cannot do the thngs jiawen can, im not as pretty as synn en, im not as good in sports as felicia, but at least.. I truly love him... But does it matter to him? No... He has no idea how much it hurts at all... Everytime i cry.. U stil put smiley faces in my texts, i still act and speak like im not crying... Yet, he can say tt i dun love him... Yea... I admit.. He sacrificealott...i never sacrifice... But i even doubt sometimes, does he really love me? When u love someone,u will just want the person to.be happy... Its enough.. But...idk..im really confused... I hate looking at his blog... Everytime i see his blog... My panda wil be soooo wet. But he doesnt even noe.. Or care.. Nvm...i shall just let him hurt me... And try not to hurt him... I shall just be one of his toys.. That he can throw around aft playing...
Saturday, October 01, 2011 sprinklinq love Y